Target

Why do I even bother?

lostspacesong:

The song I got my name from

“The solar panel’s shining face, is smiling back on me.

Twisting off into the sun, it’s okay to be lonely.

All my missions float away, I never trained too hard.

I’m so caught up in the tree of stars, falling in my backyard.

She’ll always be what I can’t find, she’ll always be where I break down.

She’ll always hide behind a star, I’ll always dream she can’t be far.

I’ve got no Houston to whine down to, I’ve got no protocol.

Gravity’s so far away, wrapped on that shrinking ball.

I eclipsed my memories, sleeping inside this pod.

Patient time will carry me, on her back without a sigh.

And I won’t let her down.

My soul is celestial-bound.

And if I’m never found, She’ll always be…

She’ll always be what I can’t find, she’ll always be where I break down.

She’ll always hide behind a star, I’ll always dream she can’t be far~”

nosoft:

I’m praying that everyday my intentions become clearer, and I touch people with more love & consideration rather than negativity. And that’s my own journey and work. I’m proud of it and I hope it continues. Everyday I want to be a better person than I was the day before.

(via iivoo)

Ready for the big sad

princessssd24:

“its been a long week” me on a Tuesday

(via tie-dyeandtrees)

There’s no one I can vent to. It’s frustrating.

I’d argue my codependency is my worst trait, even worse than my Borderline Personality Disorder. At least with the latter it’s a valid excuse for a lot of my behavior. My codependency has hurt me more times, tho. I’ve never had a healthy relationship because of it.